azira's fairytale

2007-11-05T01:51:00.000-08:00

oh chebai uh!!
I am sosososo OBSESSED WITH ALIF!
ILY ILY ILY!
thanks for the msg earlier during the day OHOHOH!
it got me into tears yeahh!
WOOO!~

i got my white skinnies!
YEAHH!YEAHYEAH!

oh my!
I can't help it,I am SOSO OBSESSED WITH YAHH!

alerrlerrrlerrr!
hope that my dears can go out on friday..
I MISS THEM ALOT OI!
haiyerr!

he's gotten his job already..
i'll be jealous!
he'll get lots of attention from other girls!
UNFAIR!
its like,HE'S MINE OK!
urghh!

its been awhile since i've blogged anyway,well,i'll blog again next time yeahh?
tc people!OHOH,I MISS RENEE!
gdbye now!(:

2007-10-03T22:06:00.000-07:00

the first poem I made for you..

Alif,you are my North,my South,my East and my West.
My Working week and my Sunday rest.My Noon,my Midnight,my Talk and my Song.
You are the world to me.You are that someone who is reallyreally special to me.
Can you not leave me my sunshine?I love you Alif!

the second one..

Alif,you are my hotness,my sunshine,my midnight,my afternoon,my cuteness and my sweetness.You are the whole wide world to me.You are my hero who lightens up my darkdark day..Can you not leave me and lighten up my everyday?I miss you alot and I do too love you alot like HELL!..I do not want to lose you,you oink oink deary!

the third one..

To my dearest papa,aku cinta kamu dengan sepenuh hatiku.Aku tergilakan kamu dari hari pertama kami berkenalan hingga sekarang.Kamu tidak pernah menghilang dari fikiranku.Terbayang-bayang rupamu di otakku.Setiap kali aku membuat sesuatu,bayanganmu akan menganggu fikiranku.Ku tidak boleh berdiam diri lagi,aku harus berkata kepadamu bahawa aku cinta kamu!

the fourth one..

The stars are not wanted now:put out every one;pack up the moon and dismantle the sun;pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood.For nothing now can ever come to any good.You were the only one who can ever cheer up my day by your funny character,you hotness!cheer up my everyday will you?

I LOVE YOU MOHD ALIF BIN ABDULLAH!
NOOR AZIRA BINTE ABDUL RAHIM CINTA KAMU LORH!

am sorry if I did anything wrong thats hurtful to you yesterday that you had did that to me yeahh!Forgive me will you?And your FORGIVEN ALIF about yesterday!I know you had no mood,I understand my dear,I do!(:

2007-08-17T22:46:00.000-07:00

Create your own Friend Test here

here's another one of the testes i made!try this ok?
(:

2007-07-11T06:27:00.000-07:00

I was,crushing on this one guy..
it was only a small crush..
but perhaps..
his feeling just goes for someone else..
when i knew it..
i was shocked and quite heartbroken..
it was quite depressing as he had liked my friend.
And once,i had a crush on this guy,
he liked my bestfriend!now,he likes my used-to-be closed friend.
and my close friend here,is an ass!
she likes him too!
she knows i had liked him and once my close friend said,she said to her that..
"MANE BLEH AKU SUKE DIER!KLAU AZIRA TAHU MAMPUS AKU!" what fucking ass is that huh?
what a freak.
freaking liar..
your an attention seeker!
you said you wanted to change!
i dont see any changes!
only for a day you changed!what the fuck is that!
and you even said that,dh biase uh..
tk lehh berubah..
MY ASSS!
everyone can change if they try their very best..
WHATS THIS!?
i'm sure you didn't try your best kan?
IDIOT!

damn,i really should stop having crushes on people.
STOP IT OK AZIRA?!
damn you,azira!
you suck!
and renee!I FUCKING MISS YOU!AND SEEE..I'VE POSTED AT LASt!WOOHOO!(:
THESE DAYS..COOL PEOPLE ADD ME!WOW!THEIR VERY GREAT!
BUT IF THEIR NOT ONLINE..
DAMN!ITS FREAKING BORING LAH SEH!IDIOTIC BETOL!
i HATE being teased by people!go and DIE lah you people!
i can't be bothered with you guys any longer!
Raddiah,i know how you feel!
I feel it too!

boohooo.
my life keeps getting more miserable than it is..
i FUCKING HATE IT!
feel like commiting suicide!
oh darn,that just won't solve my problem won't it?
haiz.
urgghhh.
i just can't stand this.
good thing i'm single now..
if not..OMFG!i can die lah seh!
i'm sure cutting my wrist was the best solution in my fucking head.

i miss msging ppl!wooyeahh!tmr,wooo!
using pp8 for awhile!weeeee~
I MISS TALKING CRAP lah MUM!

k uhh,i dont know what to say already!gdbye.

2007-07-11T05:46:00.000-07:00

As lonely as I could be
I felt really unwanted by you
Like an emokid unwanted by its friends.

All I wanted was your smile and your love,
Not your speechless and inaudible character.
I no longer want your monosyllabic answers.
It hurts to hear those answers when my questions are fucking long,You IDIOT!

I'd love to hear your voice itching in my ear once again
I'd love to see your wide wonderful tremendous smile right through my face
It hurts to be alone without the love I had before
I wish I could turn back time and change it all.

Oh and I just can't help missing and loving you every single day.
You keep appearing in my mind if I start to think about other guys.
I just can't help it,but I guess like you said,if I can't have you back,MOVE ON IN LIFE!
I'll try my very best to move on in life and forget you.

Thanks for all the love you gave me when I was with you,
Thanks a trillion!
I'll guess this is all I can do and all you can say is Goodbye and take care of your fucking self,am I right?
well again,thank you for all the love!(:
(edited uhh!haha)

2007-06-12T06:28:00.000-07:00

Create your own Friend Test here

2007-06-07T02:24:00.000-07:00

it was like wtf!
my phone's been i have no idea what!
its not exactly spoilt but i knew,the last thing i did was i played ard with the pin thingy..
then all of a sudden,PIN BLOCKED!and i tried everything,still nth!i tried to off it!then,on again,still,PIN BLOCKED!ENTER PUK!WTF!eeeeeeee.so angry sia!now can't see what he is going to msg to me!urgh!fuck lahh!mummy don't want help!but HECKCARE now,gd thing got computer and mp3..i'm still living!haahaha.I WANT TO MEET HIM LERRR..CAN OR NOT?!
its super coolness today!i am such a busted!like seriously today!but its SUPER GEREKNESS LERR!mummy wanted to buy for me A BAJU!its super cool!i WANT IT!BUT WEARING DURING BIRTHDAY PARTY!YEAHH!(: I WANT TO GO OUT WEARING THAT SOMEDAY WITH RENEE!school holidays are fuck!super boring siak!everytime with those stupid bloody homeworks!you suck lahh teachers who give homework during HOLIDAYS!its holidays right,IDIOTS!hmph!I AM EVIL TODAY!sorry if you were hurt!hahaha. CLASS OUTING COMING!WOOHOO!I AM ADDICTED TO THAT SONG LERR!GET ME THAT SONG NOW!QUICK!nyahahha.i miss going out with RENEE LAHH!):

no idea what to say liao!hahaha.
k uh,gdbye!

2007-04-26T03:35:00.000-07:00

OMGOMG!
mid-year has started!fuck uh!
It's freaking hell lahh..
english paper 1 and malay paper has finished..
the rest haven't..
i'm so gonna fail for science,i dont pat attention in class..
bodoh lahh azira!stupid!
uhh..haiz.i'm so going to learn now..
i'm serious..i guess lahh..
ahahahaa.tomorrow..he wants to meet me..alamak!
i nervous uh!i scared he won't like me when i meet him seyy..
its super confusing lahh!
i still like my ex..but i dont know lahh!
i'm trying my very best to forget you..but i cant..everytime i see ur schmate..it reminds me of u..haiz.
RENEE tied her hair today..wow.pretty man!
mummy was mad the other day..she said..if i have a boyfriend..invite him over and let them know him better..
wth!i heard mum saying that i will be getting my hp back in one months time!wth!its gonna be two months seyy!fucker lahh!urgh!
how am i to live?haiyah!
k uhh..better stop blogging..byes.

2007-04-13T21:36:00.000-07:00

When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up for you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
And seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up for you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away, Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up for you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

2007-04-13T21:10:00.000-07:00

yesterday was sports carnival..
i had to do the fucking npcc duty!
it was just to control the crowd..how idiotic and hello,just like that do we still have to wear full-u?haiyoh!it was super crowdy yesterday.my eyes were hurt when i stepped onto the central square..there were too many colours..not too many.but they were freaking hurting my eyes!all messed up,here and there.blue here,green there,yellow here,red there..
i'm hating my life!it sucks!
i envy people!maybe even you!the one reading this..
argh!exams are nearing.fuck lahh.i'm not prepared.
i intend to go out with my dear renee tmr..but i'm not sure if she can go or not..
i hope she can cause its been awhile since we went out together..
i miss going out with her!i think he likes her lahh seyy..he gives her testi..
he features her in friendster..he chats with her in msn..she replys his testi..
ohh,how freaking jealous i am..settled the problem with shahidah already..hope she forgives me..i'm sori if i had done anything that had hurt you..hope you will forget about it and continue with your life happily.he has a new gerl?and shes hot..and its a conferm not me,but then renee says its me.its super obvious its not me cause i'm not hot!blind ppl will only call me hot!burr..i envy renee!she's reallyreallyreally tremendously gorgeous!she's cute!she's awesome!she's hot!she's hardworking!she's clever!haiz..
till here..
byes

2007-03-17T00:47:00.000-07:00

I spend my nights alone and he never comes home and everytime i call him,all i get is a busy tone.But I must admit there was a couple of secrets,I held inside,but just know that I tried,to always apologise,and i am going to have you first always in my heart,to keep you satisfied.

azira(: